happy new year wait its 3 days in already

January a super month to start thinking of ideas for holidays, one Tom asked me to go to centre parks which was really lovely of him but i just dont think that would be a good idea i feel sorry to turn him down again and Two i was asked by Dan if i fancied going to Tunisia, ive been here before its lovely but just won't be very warm in February decisions decisions. Oh well im sure something will be sorted out especially as id love to do something for my birthday in March and my closest Friend Charlotte flies back to Australia for a year, i really want to go with her. We had an amazing New Years Eve together, she managed to get a little tipsy on Asti and so did i :)

there is always an uncle nob head

so this christmas has been yet  another ground hog year except i have had the worst colds and was so poorly the day before thank goodness that was all cleared up for seeing the grandparents.
 I had to then see my Uncle along with the cousins on boxing day and yet again whilst downing another red wine he dictates the roles of how he wants the best for his daughter and son but oh no he gets so pissed his son has to stop him arghh. So there we go another christmas with the uncle nob head it has got me thinking about my new year resolution to take everything as it comes and to not, take what people say too seriously. As before i finished work i was getting far too upset over everything this year i must be more CONFIDENT.

a new year a new start

i was just thinking about 2011 and all i could think about was three things one finishing a degree, two working away and three gaining a job. I am hoping 2012 will be just as good as that i have applied again for the PGCE and i am hoping to hear back sometime in January and i really cant wait for graduation also i have been looking yet again for a new job and i am hoping to work abroad again.

the best is to ignore

i was sit having a coffee with my dad when a girl keep on looking over to stare at me , my dad said maybe shes on drugs i had to get out of her way some people have no morals

sometimes you have to take a step back before you can make a huge leap forward

just a random statement that i thought off at the top of my head when i was asked to do some babysiting, at first i thought thats nice of them, then i thought no thanks i was a babysiter when i was doing my Alevels at sixteen.

a break cant come fast enough and fingers crossed

So  working at the day nursery closer to home  with the preschoolers is getting much  better, as  this week  i have decided to raise my voice a bit more and i have had some hugs which i love, its another week till my holiday but i really cant wait and i need the break as it will  take my mind of missing my mates  and the uni fun hehe . which hopefully i can get back to next April or September as i have just  applied for the PGCE So another 30 pounds to spend

the hardest part

i am really enjoying this new job but even though im loving the work with the children i still want to go and get on the PGCE its so hard to say goodbye from a university lifestyle and move on to living with the rents.