living in a bubble

But unfortunately the degree had come to an end the three years of new friendships and my incredible love of independence was lost to the hope that one day I would return but with taking a dip into the PGCE at Manchester Metropolitan University I knew that I had failed at this task my goal was plummeted back down to the ground all because of my unworthy 2,2 I believed that the only thing good from this now was the hard search for a job as perhaps a nursery nurse to build me way back up. If only a light could eventually shine down and bring some sort of hope not even a single interview for a teacher assistant job has come my way, I have an interview on Friday morning for a nursery my first interview for a job since coming back from Turkey, the job in Turkey only lasted five weeks and even know it gave me so much independence and was exciting to officially work abroad, I now feel sad to lose some sort of a job, I have worked there for six years but even know they are a shit company to work for I will miss the benefits of the lovely Hilton Hotel and i feel i currently living in a bubble with no where to go no goal to achieve