a break cant come fast enough and fingers crossed

So  working at the day nursery closer to home  with the preschoolers is getting much  better, as  this week  i have decided to raise my voice a bit more and i have had some hugs which i love, its another week till my holiday but i really cant wait and i need the break as it will  take my mind of missing my mates  and the uni fun hehe . which hopefully i can get back to next April or September as i have just  applied for the PGCE So another 30 pounds to spend

the hardest part

i am really enjoying this new job but even though im loving the work with the children i still want to go and get on the PGCE its so hard to say goodbye from a university lifestyle and move on to living with the rents.

a scorcher of a week

wow this has been one beautiful week just as ive finished in Derby everything has been so nice they finally told me yesterday  i can start on Monday at quarter past 8. I am really looking forward to having proper full time hours to spend my money on obtaining a new car and saving the holiday i cant wait to start i just want to celebrate:D

eveything changes

wow my mate is pregnant and my cousin is engaged

when your smiling the whole world smiles with you

well what a start to the morning i went into the office to ask the director if it was possible about having the time off in December he basically turned around and said to me that i should not be thinking about that far ahead as i am not up to standards, if they fire me before three months i wil seriously think of going for an unfair dismissal but thankfully my day got better as i got home to find a voice mail on mobile saying can you please phone kirby Nursery. I have been offered a full time job as a nursery nurse with pre school closer to home and with better hours and pay so i will definately be able to hand my notice in to the nursery in Derby with a smile on my face and leave the past behind. i dont really mind what happens at the nusery now i cant wait to start with the pre school children at Kirby.

the warmth of a new coat

so not long ago on a shopping trip in Nottingham   i spent out on a brand new coat i haven't been able to wear it yet and now i have it feel so warm and cosy in the air of the cool wind. It has been crazy these past few days with the end of a hurricaine i hope my cousin now is able to fly off to New York soon which should of happened  over a week ago.
Also with the crazy wind the children were running around in it and i just feel like im not keeping up to standards and everything i does  goes wrong to my touch thank goodness the job offer closer to home was able to give me a second interview.  on Tuesday afternoon, i rushed straight back from Derby doing some rediculous speed in the car which will not be attempted again even though the fourty minutes journey seems to be longer every time i travel. I was cheerful to see the children there were more involved and inclined to take part in all activities where as back in Derby the one word i keep hearing all the time that i would officially love to ban is the word No it should be turned around to ok maybe later..  i am finding keeping a positive reinforcement on everything is very difficult when they are just not listening is it me!!
Anyway im really looking forward to hearing back and hopefully getting a chance to work closer to home one day untill then i am going to enjoy sitting in my car with my new warm coat:P

friends are the best :)

well after finishing a long week at work i headed off for the bank holiday weekend  up north, i was allowed to stay with Dan and his family his dad wasn't very accomodating though but i had a great time especially as i was able to head to Liverpool i will definately head up here again someday. Also Dave allowed me to stop the bank holiday  nigh at  his house  and i had an amazing time meeting some old and new faces hopefully the work situation will get better as at the moment its again not good but there ya go PGCE in the future fingerscrossed, but i do have the best friends x